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Originally Posted by Myelin Sheath
Most of the time I wish my life could just end. I don't like life very much, and I have problems which I know will never go away. No one likes me and I don't even like myself. There is an inherent disrespect most everyone has for me. I have no value and no reason to be alive.
I turn 26 tomorrow and I'm a loser. I'm not a loser because I've accomplished nothing (though I haven't), but because of my inherent characteristics and personality. I'm just all around a bad person. Nothing about me is likable or admirable. Hence, no one likes me.
I'm unequivocally convinced that I should work towards ending my life. I think it would be better for myself and everyone else if I did so. I don't want to get better and "give life a chance". I couldn't possibly hate life or myself more. I just want to end my existence and be gone.
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Although unlikely you'll see my post (weeks have gone by) I need/want to ask, If I or anybody wrote the exact same post, and you had to reply, what would you say or suggest for them to do, so they would stop hating themselves and life so much so that only death seemed like a desirable goal? There is no right answer, but please don't mention the usual obvious such as seeking therapist or professional help.
I'm just curious of what a person can do themselves, to change their goal of death to something else.
And if unfortunately the answer is "nothing", please let me know, anyway. Thanks- P.s. I know you said you were "unequivocally convinced" but I think death is not the type of decision anybody (sick or healthy) can be convinced about 100%.