Been feeling really good last few days except agitated and irritable. Kind of hit me on Sunday. Might be hypomanic. Saw pdoc today and he thinks I'm hypo but in a reaction to trauma as I had a trigger 12 days ago, was very upset, anxious and full of rage. I did lots of self care, calmed down then shot up. Seeing my pdoc was helpful but annoying as he still brought up religion even though that's the reason he can't treat me anymore ( he finds my spiritual beliefs too conflicting with his so he cut me off). Still, he was very caring and continues to treat my symptoms.

Seeing a new pdoc in two weeks and hopefully he will be a good match. I just can't stay with my current doc, he triggers me and doesn't get me or even my diagnosis. Happy and hopeful for great things ahead.