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Originally Posted by Lolina
What I miss the most is a boyfriend as between the age of 14 till 2 years ago I have always been in relationships and I want kids and to get married. I am in my early thirties. But I don't go out much and tend to not look at men at all. I most of the time find something I don't like about them for those who try, or I ask them to be friends if they are nice.
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Im also starting thirties.
In my teens I could not imagine a life without a girlfriend. It was the most important thing to me, more essential then basic needs of life.
I dont wish to go into esoterics but lets say I met my Anima, my subconscious, and became her. And the need for a external part of me vanished. Maybe thats the only really happy thing that happened in my life and that keeps me going.
I know this can sound weird for someone reading this.
Maybe start here if you wish to understand:
https://wiki2.org/en/Anima_and_animus+Milds.5