You have a lot on your mind right now, especially with what happened to your friend and you're also trying to be good to your other friend by listening to him talk about his marriage. Don't be so hard on yourself. We all make mistakes.

I hate driving during the 5ish to 6ish time frame, too and especially when it's getting dark and visibility is limited. I get anxious about driving to places I don't go to a whole lot. I'm always worried I'll get lost and I don't trust the GPS on my phone to get me there... I'm always thinking, what if it's not updated?? What if it has me tracked to the wrong location??? What if, what if, what if.... I think I kind of understand how you feel.

Good luck and stay safe picking up your daughter! I hope your cold gets better soon.