I am writing this post in self esteem
because it affects my self esteem
when I am misunderstood.

I overheard a school boy...
he said I was thinking of (I wont put his real words here
in case it triggers anybody)..harming myself..
and he was staring at a part of his body as he said it..
His friend said; well you didn't do it did you?

It could have been a joke!!
or it could have been out of context
or it could have been important

I have this complex where I cant just
leave such a thing alone...(maybe its like
a vigilante complex or something)
I knew the boys mother and I told her
just in case.

The next time I saw her
she was very mean to me and made me cry
(luckily I didnt cry in front of her)
she insinuated I made it up
and I was trying to cause trouble
for her and her family.

I have to work with this woman
and I feel so humiliated.

thanks for listening...Jjulia