Thanks for the replies... I've explored most of those options, at least as much as my doctors will cooperate... been evaluated for hormone imbalances, thyroid, vitamin D, vitamin B, iron, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, all the common medical causes. Even tried a naturopath, they took 25 vials of blood samples to test for various things, but nothing they tried helped, otherwise everything came back normal.

They've looked at other conditions like bipolar, and I may be slightly on that scale but it hardly matters since bipolar meds haven't worked either.

I can't do ECT anytime soon because I'll need someone to stay with me and my kids for six weeks... my parents are trying to move closer so they can help, but I don't know when that will be.

Just so hard to have any hope right now... any that I had went down the drain with the ketamine