Angel,
I understand what you went thru , i was raped by my psychiatrist when i was 29. I felt i could not turn him in at the time and by the time i had the courage to talk about it to someone he had died of brain cancer. My Pdoc who i told about the abuse was horrified and wanted to do something about it immediately, if he had still been living even so many years later I was prepared to deal with it with the support of my then pdoc.
If you feel you aren't ready to do anything about it don't worry. But also don't blame yourself , I did that for years and thought it was my fault and thought i had to protect his family from the horrible truth. No, all the shame and blame is not worth it, they took a vow to take care not take advantage.
Be good to yourself and make sure to listen to yourself if you ever feel like this is happening again. Don't let yourself be taken advantage of, it is so easy to let our guard down.
You are not alone, Tam