I honestly don't know how I keep going. I have absolutely no one- no family, no friends, just people I vaguely know and barely interact with on Facebook by liking something they post every now and then.
The last conversation I had, with someone other than my "partner" or son, was 43days ago. I don't remember the last time I saw that person. They haven't made any attempt to visit me in at least 2yrs, and have even said they'll make no effort to visit me now I've moved much closer.
Besides that person there is no one I speak to. Ever.
I'm always that person no one wants to see or speak to or even know.
I honestly don't know how I'm still here.