I'm very sorry this happened to you.

While I haven't been abused by a psychotherapist, I am a survivor of medical torture that resulted in me losing my leg. Similar to your case, I thought a lot of things were normal, and it's only now that I realize the abuse went far deeper than I initially thought.

It's great that you've found the courage to re-enter therapy. I know how difficult that can be.

Hugs, Breadfish