Hi no one can or should try to be something they are not. That's a mugs game. I think if you stop doing this and start being yourself and who you are you might end up a lot happier. I say this based on my own experience. This is your life and no one's else's and it is for you to live it the way you want to.

Obviously I don't mean breaking social or moral laws as this won't get you very far in life, but just to think about what you want out of your life. If you don't know what you want then think about what you don't want. x