I feel like I'm a "nasty triggery" bear (as well as "useless" and all the abusive garbage that was told me since childhood) - too many from the "family" and "helping professions" irl have abused me in so many different ways...
"Sick and tired of the war"
But still fighting to somehow make some progress with almost zero support - and often zero respect

from the professionals (in the uk

)
There was one doctor recently who was more respectful... this doctor moved away from the area
(I'm allergic to almost all meds

)