Hi Hvert,
Its the third times over years, last time was in 2015, but I still find it time wasting.
Today one of her colleagues called me for a job but with a salary below than what I used to. I told her that I would think about it.

Hi Bearguardian, I think being in our thirties is too young to give up on love and having a family or a loving relationship with a significant other. Thank you for the link I learned something new thanks to you.
I think I still have the strength to keep going, I won't isolate myself. I will try to find the best relaxation techniques to take care of myself. My abusers and bullies won't win.