So sorry for the loss of your cats. We invest so much in them that their loss is really hard. Continue to take gentle care of yourself.

I don't like the house I live in now. It was bought for someone else 10 years ago, someone who abused me and my daughter. Despite changing it around it's still hard because of the past memories. I can't sell it because it needs work that I can't afford right now. I just try and make peace with it.