As much as I had an unhappy childhood
AS much as I was abused, neglected emotionally
I miss my mum and dad.
I miss them, why?
I want to sit and tell them how I hurt
I want to ask them why....
I really feel it today.
My husband, son, daughter and boyfriend are here.
yet I yearn to see them.
Is this wierd?
I feel, although I'm loved here, by MY family
I need parents too...I'm aching for something
I never had and will never have........
Don't think I'll ever be happy you know, really, maybe don't know how and that terrifies me.

Jin