It sounds like you are in a manic episode with psychosis. I have felt similar to what you describe in the past and ended up IP for treatment, This kept me safe and brought me back to baseline. I think you urgently need to contact your pdoc and let them decide what is the best way forward from here. Medication and/or hospitalisation. For me it was a wonderfully terrifying experience. The whole world appears different and your mind is going wild and odd which makes everything almost magical and frightening. It is a good sign that you have the insight to post here and recognise something is off. It would be best to seek help now in case you lose that insight and things get worse.
Sending love and hugs.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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