I was shown so young how people and things end and leave. It was just accepted with numbness. I don't feel worried about people abandoning me. I always keep a back up plan, like one who looks for the Exit just in case.

Adrenaline constantly surging, fight or flight, from constant drama. I didn't bring it on myself.

My mom is so used to it, now she can't turn it off. She's hysterical 24/7.