"I try so hard to fly, but my heart won't go very far. No, no. And my own two hands will start bleeding, again. And the floor will turn to, to a hole in the ground.

Do not be alarmed if I fall into the sun. If I fall-

My own two hands will start bleeding, and then, they will lower me into, to a hole in the ground." - Tyler Joseph, 'Hole In The Ground'.

People are asking me how I'm doing, a lot lately. I think their instincts are kicking in and noticing that I'm different. Makes sense, I guess. I keep lying or just deflecting the questions. I don't want to answer them. If I were to, though, this quote would be my explanation. Hell, the entire song would be. "You will fly on your own, 'cause you got a letter. You must find, find your home and it won't get much better" because my heart won't fly. It can't.