During one of our last meetings my last therapist said that I have "borderline traits", except I hate her so I'm not going back. My boyfriend (psych major so he's annoying) has expressed concerns about this too. Ik online tests don't mean anything but I've consistently scored high in the "borderline" area on those. It's annoying but I want to put this to bed. Where do I go that I can get evaluated? An actual psychiatrist? A hospital? A plain old therapist? I really hate these people but I'm supposed to be getting help anyway.

Also will they have me admitted if I mention sh and suicide? I should be open but I have **** to do. and I don't want anyone to know about this people hate me as it is