Hi P -
So you're really going to file the ethics complaint? I will be with you all the way. It's going to get bad, but I'll be right here. I can't say it in session, because, you know, boundaries and all that ****, but I do think this is the only way you can move on. You have to kill the last shreds of hope for that relationship. And then you will truly be in pain. But at least it will be a pain that can heal. Like cutting out a cancer. If you leave it in, you will surely die.

'The queen of diamonds let you down
She was just an empty fable
The queen of hearts you say you never met
Your twisted fate has found you out
And it' fin'lly turned the tables
Stole your dreams and paid you with regret'

See you tomorrow.
-K