aww (((((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))))
I completely understand what you mean. I feel as though the love we receive (or are suppose to receive) from our parents is completely separate from the love we receive elsewhere. You can be the most loved person in other areas (significant others, children, friends, etc), but we can still feel lonely, or insignificant if we don't feel this from our parents.
I know it's probably really complicated and hard, but is there any way that you can talk with your parents? Or if not, talk with your husband about how you feel hurt because of them?
Hugs,
Jacq