You're all so kind and understanding. I don't know if I could talk to my sister about it. What if she's already forgotten about it and bringing it up is what messes her up, you know? She's going through a lot of school stress right now, I don't want to add more burden to her.

I want to talk to my therapist about it but this is something I don't think I could ever say out loud. But typing it out here really helped.