For once in my life, I am so proud of myself! I confronted my abuser in an email. I had enough guts to talk about certain situations, and tell him how wrong he really was! I feel so happy, and free! He wrote back, of course taking absolutely no responsibility for his actions, but I exspected nothing less. I feel so empowered, like his hold over me is gone. I still have to process the memories, and deal with what he did, but I did it. I took back the power he took from me! He has no hold on me anymore, and thats so liberating! I will survive after all! Thanks for listening!