It's also hard for me to tell what's causing it... but the fact that I am aware of it and am lacking self control with food, etc, points to the medication for me. I am betting my psych will want to add a med, but I am hoping to just go back down to 150. I am concerned about the depression/anxiety and the irritability (which I am expecting a great deal of) that will come with going down. If I miss one day, my irritability goes through the roof, so I am worried what going down will do.