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Feb 10, 2017, 11:49 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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I'm sure my life would be a lot different. And maybe better, maybe worse. It's hard to speculate on these things, and not very useful to me either. I know what I went through is hard, and I have the physical scars to prove it, but I have learned so much about myself in the process, and grown in ways a "normal" person would never have to grow. I am so MUCH stronger, I think, than a "normal" person because of what I have suffered...sure, I wish some things didn't have to happen, but I don't think I would trade my life for someone else's.
I sort of feel like this kind of speculation is only helpful if you think: if I didn't have an MI, what would I do with my life? Now, why am I letting my MI get in the way of me doing that?
Seesaw
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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