Might be small but I finally, FINALLY, made progress with obtaining my meds. I fixed this insurance snafu and was able to get my meds without a hitch. To add to it, starting today, I won't have to pay out of pocket for them as far as the eye can see.

So, despite my current screwed up mental state, something is actually working out for me and I can actually focus on getting stable. I'm still hard on myself but at least I did something positive and productive today.