I don't have much support. Nothing has had closure, my health, income divorce and now family. My brother said call anytime you want to talk. The other day I called he and my sister are a 5hr drive away. I have been taking care of our mother for the last 9 yrs. I'm unable to now I can't even care for myself very well. He has a lot of talent he is a machinist plays music at local bars and is also a fishing guide he has recorded Cd's put music video's on you tube and guided Sports editors from Milwaukee and Chicago. I was talking about my mom who really doesn't accept my Illness by blocking it out. He went off swearing and saying things like are you aware mom's health is declining were trying to figure out what to do now that you can't function why don't you get off that cocktail of meds and why do you think evryone is out to f you over and sent a email with the definition of parinoid and just put me down. I think his real problem is he may have to cut out his hobby time. On the phone during his tirade I told him ihad to go because I won't talk to him when your talking like this. He said I hung upon him, then I caught him in a lie wich he describes as a misunderstanding. So the talk now is putting me in a mental health clinic.
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