you spoke of abandonment issues on the dream thread in general... seems i'm struggling with that one too... don't know why... just saw my father this summer... there is no love lost there...

see my mom everyday.. no love lost there..

maybe its in my society i feel abandonment? yeah, that one i think... question is, did i abandon them or did they abandon me? is there really any abandonment? or is it really all just in my own mind? i think i know the answer... it is... and it's all in my own heart as well... so why do i choose to feel this pain?