Hi all! I'm back to join you again. My eating is out of control and my belly is all stuck out. It's disgusting. My pattern of restricting and then indulging does worry me a bit. But what can i do but try again? Also, it's hard to get out to the grocery store in this cold Winter weather. That'll be an obstacle. But i just can't bear to continue like this any longer. I ate a whole pizza today. It was just a small, but even so. I remember how proud of myself i was when i went on my year-long diet and lost 65 pounds. I want to feel like that again!