Airway. I am sorry you are struggling with all of these issues at this time. Just try to see something positive in the fact that you can set limits and tell your family, and your others family that you are just staying for a few hours. That alone should help get you through the fact that you can set limits and stick with them and when the time is up then Leave. This Holiday does not have to be any harder than you make it if you plan appropriately and wisely and leave when intended. Take care Air. I will be talking to you in chat Monday if you are in the Am chat. Try to stay safe and calm if possible and make your plans accordingly so you are prepared for the trip. Soidhonia