Bought a new amp for my guitars today. Just resting now after a busy day then I am going to play guitar and annoy my neighbours for a few hours. I'm a bit tired and sore from all the activity when I was hypo but my mood has stabilised which is good. i have two weeks till university starts again so I am going to try and catch up with as many people as possible then go into hermit mode. Just hoping I can manage the workload of pt study and work. Being too busy has pushed me into episodes in the past. Right now I feel hopeful about this year. I see my new pdoc in 11 days and can't wait to see if he is the right fit and wants to take me on.

My last pdoc is still spouting religion when we meet so I simply cannot continue seeing him long term. He has admitted this is a problem that causes me distress yet is still doing it...idk. I will see him two weeks after seeing the new pdoc hopefully to say goodbye. He just wants to check on me and make sure things are going well with the new one. He is a good guy, just cannot separate his beliefs from his profession which is unethical and untenable.