((((AAAA)))) ((((Alexandra))))
the lump near my sterum is getting bigger and it is starting to move now and is sorta aching...i have three others that are growing....the doctor said it was nothing( this was about two/three months ago) ....im scared....they said that to my aunt to who ended up dying of bone cancer at 28 years of age..my friend is a nurse and she kept her eye on it (as a friend , under the table kinda thing) when it first started and i brought her attention to it and she said it was definitily different and to see a different doctor no matter what the blood tests and xrays showed earlier....and i will ....dont know when she has to give me a list of people to look over and choose.....its probably nothing......its probably just my imagination running wild....but i have been very careful to make sure the people like her and my bf feel that i am not crazy and it is definitly growing and moving (again i hate invalidation and take numerous steps to prevent it) thanks for listening to me...
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