Why? Why would someone who claims to be my best friend & knows me the best on this earth, who knows my deepest & darkest thoughts, how violent my thoughts can get, how I'm standing on that weak edge of life tell me....tell me I'm "just having the winter blues!"
How could this person tell me this & not know how terribly crushed & hurt I am over this statement.
You really don't know me at all! I thought you really did.
You lied! Lied to me all this time!
No one knows me!
You're evil. Your arrogance disgusts me. You deserve to die, not me!
Why did I trust you?
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain."
Jodi Picoult
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