Doctors? Well, my official diagnoses is too new to really know how doctors will treat me. Mine really didn't care. All he cared about was my blood work when I went in last time.

My last ER experience, haha. That's a different story. I was a nuisance to their care, apparently. Like, why would I actually need their help, right? I was only in a mixed episode and about take myself off the map. That's not an actual emergency. Until they put me in the psychiatric holding area, the people I dealt with (outside of the on-call medical doctor), the way I was treated made me ashamed for needing help. I wasn't bleeding, so I shouldn't have taken up their time.