i've just been feeling so bored and despondent over the past few days...i'm on summer vacation from university atm and even though i'm working and doing lots of different things i just feel like everything is the same old crap and i'm bored out of my brains. and next year is my final year and i'm so scared b/c then i'll hafta go get a job and all that stuff and i'm sooo scared that no one will ever employ me even tho that's illogical i know, but it doesn't stop me thinking it. and i;m unsure about what i wanna do and where i wanna live and at some point early next year i'm gonna hafta start making some decisions and i'm scared. and i wish i'd gotten work for the summer that didn't allow me to work from home, b/c it's making me rather unproductive. so yeah...i'm kinda bored and stressed...