I guess too many people are trapped in this way Cyran, I strive to try and be happy for the rest of my days, try not to let the abuse rule anymore...it's hard, who will remember in 100 years - it wont matter - therefore I think we should make the most of what we have now.....wish it was that simple....

I would love to go live as simply as possible, grow my own food, know how it is to be at one with nature and not owe anyone anything anymore....I believe I would be happy that way...I dont like how the governments use and pushes and gets fat on the blood sweat and tears of people. just everyday people, I dont know what I am trying to say here, I'm getting lost in my own head, just look after YOU and know you have to have time for yourself....

love ya, Jinny xxxx