People didn't bother me at first until I figured out....me. Now I'm all kinds of terrified....but I get up and put on my work clothes every morning because that's what we have to do- nvr mind all the anxiety.

Nobody knows what I deal with on a day to day/moment to moment basis. Of course I let them in on enough lather like PTSD and bipolar.....just to enough to sway from the real deal: an excuse.

But like all of our life....it goes over our head and we try to not get triggered...especially badly. I'd much rather be in a hospital bed or solitary confinement....but it takes work to exist and we are willing to give it all we got till life says otherwise.