I forgot to take my seroquel last week. Then, because I slept 7 hours (even though it was broken), I figured I could sleep without it. Even though I ended up taking my abilify and prozac, I ended up becoming hypomanic.

I didn't chart my moods till today when I sighed, said "oh crap I was a bit high" and admitted it to myself. Last night it was an argument by my spouse who told me to take an extra seroquel. No more hypomania today. Lame.

My issues are, I still don't have a psychiatrist (they have all turned me down because I have bpd), so I see my GP on medical and psychiatric reasons. So I adjust accordingly with my meds. My dr said I could do that. One issue though is I crave my hypomania like an addict. I do miss them when they leave.

#the struggle