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Originally Posted by starrysky
I think I'm just looking for something rich and meaningful. I have found that in people before. But at this point in my life, idk, it's coming from other things if anything at all.
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Its odd. I too felt like when I was younger it was relatively easy to find good friendships. I know for a fact it wasn't related to age. When I was younger(20s) I had a 49 year old BFF. I do feel like there is something wrong.
I often know I am being used. I am often dead last with friends. I don't remember feeling that way when I was younger.
At the moment I have scaled back on a lot of my "friends". I would prefer to be alone than be used and have only the raw side of the coin. My suggestion is cut back and see if you miss that person. If you don't... then you have your answer.