I really need to talk about years of abuse that my ex put me through. For some reason I've been reliving it a lot lately and I've never talked about it to anyone. Mostly psychological abuse...he never hit me or yelled. Some of what he did, I think, could be considered rape...but I've never thought of it that way because there was no screaming, no fighting, no reporting it...and I convinced myself he loved me. I don't know how to talk about it or if I even can here. I don't know what to say or if it will help. I can't stop thinking about it.