I am curious about others who suffer like myself and describe "dark episodes" that they've gone through. I know my worst severe depressive days always revolved around religion. Most of it the negative, sin ridden stuff that I did in the past...only way I can relate this to anything would be my up bringing as a catholic. Just wondering.....these were the worst part of my depression bouts....I could live with the waking up and finding absolutely nothing positive in the world....but those "DARK' feelings scared the holy bejesus out of me.Artie