Thank you so much for your encouragement and your support!!

If it's ok, I just wanted to have a place to work through this with y'all.

I really don't know what to do. I don't know how to approach this.

My H is still not speaking to me. I feel stupid and devalued. I don't know how to sort that out.

I am angry, without cause, I believe. My counselor is making a career choice and it's about him and not me. I understand that.

I just don't know what to do with this. I meet with him tomorrow evening and he doesn't feel "real" to me anymore. It's similar to the silent treatment I'm getting from the h. That doesn't really make sense.

I feel so very alone and it makes me angry but it's covered by numbness.

Does any of this make sense?

I really am angry!