For a while now I've been having these really gory and horrifying dreams. They often include torture, murder, suicide, exorcism/demon possession, etc, and always have violent spraying of blood at some point. And a lot of the time I can actually feel the pain. In the dreams I've had a man saw off my legs while I watched, i watched two toddlers drill out each other's eyes, I've had my brain stabbed through my nose with a drill, I'd go on but I'd be listing things forever. And there is ALWAYS a ridiculous, almost comical amount of blood flying everywhere. What is going on with me?? It's getting to the point where I'm scared to go to sleep, and I feel like having these types of dreams can't mean anything good for my mental health either.