I think she is hurt from me texting someone else a few weeks prior to deployment. She told me before that she would look at her picture to find out what she had that she didn't. I really hurt her and broke her trust in me. I believe I wouldn't be in this predicament now if that didn't happen. She would always bring it up in arguments and everything, still to this day. She said she forgave me but it seems like she hasn't. I'm not going to point the finger at all and say she is to blame for everything, even though what she is doing now is wrong. I had my faults and admitted to my mistakes. I'm just giving it time and I hope her heart heals from the pain that I put her through. I just hope that giving her time to miss me and to think about things will bring her back to our marriage and have our family complete again. I have to admit I hate what's going on now and I hope this is a blessing in disguise. All I can do is pray to God to get through this tough time.