Bill, since I been back, I only talked to her on the phone a few times for a few minutes. I haven't really made it that far in the communication process. All of our conversations is through text messaging at the moment. I am trying to do the Divorce Busting 180 and give her her space that she has been asking for. I have been really pushy since I been back and the wrong approach. She said it's making me look unstable, jealous, insecure and Physco. So I'm doing the exact opposite now and see what happens while working on myself. I just want to hold her so bad and to be there with her that it hurts. She was like my best friend and I miss her so much