Aww Hope...I worry about you. You gotta let this guy go! You're gonna get yourself into trouble with harassment or something....if I remember right, he has already hinted at that. I recently saw a post, too, where you talked about how much you like your new T. Focus all your energy on therapy with the new T, and as hard as it is to do, stop contacting your old T completely. I think by ending all contact with him, it will help you move on from him. Focus on therapy with your new T....old T is gonna cause nothing but heartache and trouble.