(((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))
Silence can be so scary and lonely ...
Please don't think you're worthless or garbage... you my dear are so far from that. I agree with Sabau with the timing ... unfortunately sometimes the times that we need support the most are when other people are hurting too. The best we can do is just lean on each other and wait until the storm passes.
You can have my shoulder to lean on if you'd like?