Thanks guys for your feedback. had minor anxiety attacks yesterday but this morning i am better although low - key. Stress is fatiguing isn't it?

The reason for coming back here is to let you know that I read, re-read your responses to feel better. And they always help.

Challenging situations don't just go away especially when set backs impact on any progress made but (!!) THANK YOU ALL!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for being here!!

Hope that your own lives are going well for you