mc2ed,
I looked at some of your posts. They were good and interesting. I agreed with what you said about having a good therapist (verses an unskilled one) can be very helpful. Maybe the ache you are feeling in this post is just various emotions that are deep inside you but not fully expressed. Sometimes my emotions feel like butterflies in my stomach, dizziness, shortness of breath, etc. Sometimes you can figure out what emotions are causing your physical sensations. Please keep posting because I think writing makes us think and that will help you come back from the terrible brain injury that you are recovering from. I will say a prayer for you and look forward to your future posts.....