Your both right. She asked me today "Did I receive orders yet" as I am due to transfer in 3 months. I ignored it. Then she texted "Hello", I ignored it as well. She didn't even mention nothing about our anniversary. I pick up my kids today at 430, so we will see what happens from there. In the mean time, I am getting better. Prayed hard about everything last night and God gave me a blessing today. She doesn't know, but I have orders to stay in the area, meaning if it doesn't work out, I'll still be in my children's life. I'm praying whatever she is going through that she snaps out of it. We have 2 children together and I she is not able to have any more kids, so I know I'll always hold a place in her heart regardless. I'll just see where time and this 180 takes me. In the meantime, all I can do is carry on and move on with my life