Well from my point of view I love college. I take online classes so no bullying, i get extra testing time because I have accomodations, I enjoy studying from the comforts of home and I love technology for submitting assignments and taking test. If you really feel a desire to go to school, check some of the online colleges and see if they have something that interest you. I am majoring in Criminal Justice and I go to Troy University. School gives me purpose and although I may never use my degree its my own accomplishment. I am sorry the home life is stressful. I hope things will get better. Feel free to send me messages if you want to talk.